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I feel like I've wanted so badly to get out of here for so long. And I still do. There are a lot of things that I am ready to leave behind here. But the most important things are the ones that I'm not ready to leave behind. I found some of the best things I could ever imagine here. I have made the best friends, and gained such a great deal of support that I've never had from anywhere. I can't repay that, all I can hope is that I've done the same for those people. And I'm so sorry for ever cursing this place. I have gained so much more than I have lost.